I Samuel 1,2,3
My
mother and father wanted nothing more than to have children. They both came from very large
families. My father was 6th out of 9 children and my mother 8th
out of 9. They both loved the clamor of a big family around them and kept in
close contact with their siblings. But it was a family of their own that they
desired most. For 16 years, my
parents tried to conceive. My
mother had 5 miscarriages. And then I was born. Hope had won the day.
They
story of Hannah is one of the more overlooked stories in the Old Testament.
When we read First Samuel, it’s the drama between Samuel, Saul and David that
we tend to concentrate on and that’s a shame because Hannah’s story has much to
tell us.
Hannah
was one of Elkanah’s two wives. Yes, I said two wives. Polygamy was common throughout the ancient Near East.
That scarcely makes it any easier for us to accept, but it’s true. Women could
not easily provide for or protect themselves in a patriarchal society, and
warfare often decimated the
population of available men.
Hannah was one such woman. And her life was not
made any easier by Elkanah’s other wife, Peninnah. One verse says it all,
“Peninnah had children, but Hannah had no children” (I Sam 1: 2).
Bearing
children was considered a blessing for women, while barrenness was a curse. You
might remember Sarah, Rebekah, Rachel and much later, Elizabeth. Like them, Hannah waited in hope that
her prayers would be answered and she would bear a child. In the meantime, fertile
Peninnah continually mocked Hannah’s infertility (I Sam 1:6). The barrenness, the competition was a perceived
absence of God— the whole thing left Hannah despondent (I Sam 1:8),
bitter (I Sam 1:10)
and desperate (I
Sam 1:11).
Hannah
was at her wits’ end. If God would just give her a son, she could hold
her head high. If God would just give her a son, she would have security in
Elkanah’s family. If God would
just give her a son, life would become tolerable. If God would just give her a son, she would gladly give him
back to God as a sign of her thankfulness.
Finally,
hope wins the day. God is faithful,
and Hannah gives birth to Samuel — a name meaning “asked of God” or “heard by
God.” Hannah's heart rejoices, not in Samuel, but in
the Lord. She looks beyond the gift, and praises the Giver. She rejoices in the
salvation of the Lord, and in expectation of His coming, who is the whole
salvation of his people. True to her word, Hannah presents Samuel as
God’s servant at the temple (I
Sam 1:28).
There
are several thoughts we might take away from Hannah’s story:
One,
when hope wins the day, it is God we must celebrate.
God ultimately provides all that we have. God is sovereign over all and is
often gracious in giving us what we desire. As James wrote, “Every generous act of giving, with every
perfect gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of lights” (James 1:17).
Two, we need to remember that answered prayer is rarely instantaneous.
Like the persistent widow who kept knocking on the judge’s door, Hannah went up
to Shiloh to worship God “year by year” (I Sam 1:7). She never gave up hope. How often did
she ask God for a child, and how many years did she wait?
Hannah is a
reminder of the adage, “The best things in life are worth waiting for.” So
would we rather wait for those things we’re asking God for and receive them, or
would we prefer never to have them but not have to wait? That could be a great
measure of whether it is a “best thing” or not. The point is to never give up
hope in the waiting.
Finally, for hope to win the day we ought to be at our most honest
when we pray. We often forget that God is omniscient; Jesus
stunned people by knowing in his spirit what people were thinking in their
hearts (Mark 2:8).
This means we can tell God in prayer exactly what we’re thinking and feeling.
How
many times have we prayed “nice words” while doubting them? Have we ever been
furious and felt overlooked while saying “your will be done”? God is actually
hearing the words while reading the truth of our heart. So we might as well be
honest when we talk to him.
If you read Hannah’s words carefully, you read not only of her praise,
but her anger and her sense of vengeance. Her bitterness and her frustration are
revealed in her words. When we pray…our
true heart is exposed. Remember there is nothing we can say to God that God has
not already heard. Being honest
before God shows our faith in God’s ability to listen and to respond anyway. Complete
honesty before God marks a hopeful life.
I was angry with God when my mother-in-law and my father both died within
a month of one another. I was angry because they both had such strong faith.
How could God take them away? How could God not answer their prayers? How could
God not answer my prayers? Was my
faith misplaced? It took years of
honest anger until one day I realized the truth.
“Faith is not
trusting God to get something; faith is trusting God when there seems to be
nothing left. When everything is gone with no hope of restoration and when
there is nothing on which to base your faith; then can you still trust God?”(Buell Kazee,
Faith Is the Victory
(Wheaton, IL: Tyndale, 1983), 149.) The lesson I had learned in losing two great
mentors in faith was to believe even when belief seemed beyond hope. That is
the faith I strive for every day.
Hannah had
faith. Hannah had hope. Hannah believed. She prayed when others
scoffed at her. She prayed even when the priest Eli thought her drunk. She
prayed to celebrate God. She
prayed with persistence. She
prayed with honesty. And hope won
the day.
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